Friday, February 26, 2010

So...it's been awhile...

Yeah so I fell of the joy wagon...well not completely...to be honest the reason I got behind on blogging about it and about proclaiming it is because things have pretty much been joyful for awhile now :) I kept feeling guilty that I was behind on blogging and I kept forgetting to ask J what his joy was or tell him about mine and then one day I realized it was because I wasn't conciously searching for joy each day I was just enJOYing it!

Now onto other things...

Tonight at small group we discussed (among LOTS of other things) characteristics and attributes of Christ. One thing that I thought about was that Jesus was relational and I suddenly started thinking about when Jesus was in the garden praying before his crucifixion and the disciples fell asleep. I almost started crying thinking about how Jesus just wanted a relationship with the disciples...he wanted them to be there WITH him and instead they fell asleep. And sadly that's exactly what I do...there's so much about Jesus and God and the Bible and Christianity that I don't know anything about or that I don't understand but I know that Jesus wants a relationship with me and 90% of the time I fall asleep (sometimes literally).

On a positive note my class schedule changed for this trimester and it's wonderful! Praise the Lord! :)

1 comment:

Amber D said...

I know that Bible Study really got me thinking too. I really wish hubby had been there cuz when I got home and wanted to talk about it I couldn't fully surmise what we were talking about.